sigh, explanation time...

i'm back on here. i never really left to be honest... i just kind of quit updating. what a friend i am, right? mm. but i came back for you all. i really miss talking to you, and i'm so glad to see that most of you are still on here. except ashley. does anyone know where she could be?

anyways. i have a lot of time on my hands lately. i'm not in college anymore, and they've cut my hours at work, so i have off like three days a week now. it sucks, especially since christmas is coming up and i'm not getting very good paychecks. :[ so i don't know what i'm going to do. i went from having no time to having a lot of time. and now i just feel like a loser.

i really want a new layout. this one is stupid because i've stared at it for so long. i hope this time i can stick to this updating thing. we should all go back to teen open diary and have fun. haaa